Honest Discussions

Hello Dear Readers! this is a picture of Dallas that i share with you as usual. The view on top of the city.I took it last weekend. I hope you like it! I love ❤️ this city of Dallas. I spent a good part of my life in. Whenever I think about the city, I think about the old days of the TV series Dallas that we watched in the 80's and 90's. Going to see a Dallas Cowboys football game at the Stadium some years ago was a good experience. Now I really want to go to see our Dallas Mavericks playing basketball games too. Honestly i haven't watched so much sports since the Roland Garros and the US open of tennis. I mainly watched my national soccer team world cup elimination games etc but anyway! let's just remember Dallas a little bit. I am sure you can see some of the main structures and buildings from the pictures in this video and my heart melts when I see the Lone star flag ( the Texan flag) it just means so much to me. You have to live here to understand that feeling 😅🤷‍♀️My heart belongs to Texas too😊🙏

ha! my tender childhood memories. After watching the theme song it took me back suddenly in time. The best times of my life. Talking about nostalgia, there is a new Netflix documentary coming soon. It is about the story of Selena. Those who know her, know. It was a time in the 90's Selena was a musical sensation who took the world with her talent. Watch the trailer tell me what you think. I like it! Her last days was horrible. It is a lesson to understand to never trust people even when they might sound good. Rest in peace Selena 🙏

Are you going to watch Selena's documentary? I will!! 😅 and do not forget our rendez vous in December with Stranger Things on Netflix too. I told you. If you have not watched the previous seasons, you won't understand the hype we have with this movie serie and why we are so waitingfir the last one. We are so so so into it to the point where i keep checking my Netflix and counting the days already. Seriously i can't wait. Ok! now let's be more serious and let's talk. Since November is coming soon and that family time too i will not be here often so I do a maximum of videos discussions quickly and I edit and post them. These are the Discussions of the week Africa doesn't have an intellectual Elite

Is it me or...many people around me and in social media or in the world to simply say are tattooed? I don't understand this trend... honestly i don't 🤷‍♀️Am i the only one who is not?

what do they mean by being natural??

That were my discussions

Discussions on my Channel

Hello back! 🌺 👋 This post is about the discussions of this month of October!! I am trying to film as much as possible because I do not know if this November I will have time to make videos. Before i disappear from the radar again 😅😂 For now I am very inspired and I use my little of my time to do it. Family time is coming very soon too so yes I might be busy. let's see. Of course you do Not have to agree with me. Here we use free speech! Discussion 1

Discussion 2

Discussion 3

This is the most sensitive one that I end with. Discussion 4

That's all for today! i am looking to do another post on my cooking time. It's going to be number 4 😅😉 Cooking is my other passion. Recently I shared a little update about Invite Joy Burkina 🇧🇫 the organization. Check out our Facecebook page to see our activities.

I am going to close here with some shorts from my youtube channel. Thank you for passing by.

Discover my beautiful country Gabon 🇬🇦🙏❤️and its amazing landscape. #LastEden on earth 🌎 This is where i come from❤️

Pointe Denis at Libreville my hometown 😊❤️

I love ❤️ flowers 💐 and you?

How Life has been Going...

Hello ! La Familia ❤️ I am.back with a much simple post. No discussions just my simple life. What is new? How life has been going since the past few months? Let's see... nothing special because Life on its own is special and a gift from God. Sometimes i try to be more active and productive on my French channel but I have difficulties preparing solid contents. I mean I try but...I prefer to do it on the spot when I am ready to speak or share something. Only when I feel like😅 so i can try to write ✍️ contents but at the end o go with my mind. But first! wait a minute! As i am speaking now are you ready oooooooooo !?? the season finale is soon!!! STRANGER THINGS!!!! the countdown has started. No! i am serious guys! Aïe!!! My heart is beating fast already. I mean only those who watched that series on Netflix can understand this feeling😅 I am happy, excited, but also sad at the same time because it is the end. Netflix why do you do that? 😭 Ok It is well. I will just get my snacks ready 😢 for the occasion 😟

what's next? same thing in general 👋 and it is ok! 😅 Ok friends! this is how life has been going...

Always in my curiosity and research. I found a compelling story of Japanese ladies in an article from the Washington Post that I read recently and it was about a book written by a lady who is a daughter of a mixed couple. The father was an American soldier sent to Japan during the war and her mother a Japanese lady who left everything to go live with him in America. There were many Japanese women who had a similar story at the time and changed their names to make them sound more Americanized... you see what I mean?🤷‍♀️So an article like caught my attention and that really made me search for the whole book but I will look it if it is on Amazon too. I also ordered a book about all the First Ladies of the US at the Library. Just to know a little bit of their history at the White House bc people talk more about the Presidents and their accomplishments but sometimes we tend to forget that the First Ladies have their roles too. I mean from George Washington's wife up to Melania Trump why not learning what they all did. What also made me want to order it, it's because i read in FLOTUS' book that when she met the European First Ladies, their roles there were less demanding than the FLoTus. That really caught my attention and I am not lying to you, I have never known that aspect so why not searching to know about them? When I was living in Washington DC, I went to the American History museum. It was amazing! I saw everything about the American history but also the exhibition of all the First Ladies ' dresses ( that they wore at the Presidential inauguration) I took some pictures but i couldn't see all at once so I wish I can go back there.😊

I found one of the videos i saved from my trip to my village.back home. Let me share it here and I hope you will love the pure nature ❤️ I miss it

Some of the projects we should all support

it is like that everytime you go there to my village. Really I miss this sound of the birds of my land.❤️🙏

Talking about my beautiful country Gabon 🇬🇦 I am so proud of our soccer team. You know that i like soccer! right? ⚽️. We are still crossing our fingers to be on top of our group to go to world cup!!! ⚽️ We had a wonderful match yesterday thanks to our panther Pierre Emerick Aubameyang. yes!!! he made 🇬🇦⚽️🙌 four goals!! Sorry Gambia 🇬🇲 but we needed that victory. Now we are 1 point behind the Elephants of Côte d'Ivoire. Everything is still possible. Let's go the Panthers of Gabon. If we make it, i will open a champagne 🍾 bc it is going to be historical for us.

it is very tight but anyway, even if my country will not be going maybe, I will still watch the world cup and guess what?? I will be going to the event bc some matches/ games will take place in Dallas Texas. I am telling you the way I am soooo happy! Me Laetitia I will go to world cup ⚽️ I swear I won't give you a break o! I will be posting pictures and videos non stop in my social media accounts. You won't have a rest. My dream to go to world cup since i was young is coming through and you want me to be calm?? says who?? 👀Never!😂 💃 Talking about Gabon again, I wanted to let you know that our new purses collection is ready! ❤️🇬 As i said last time we take pride in promoting our culture. We use the raphia of Gabon 🇬🇦 to create our purses. All of them! This collection is very different from the other ones as you can see the design is completely different. We use raphia for our traditional outfits, decorations etc. My cousin was our model this time. 😅😊

On another note, the humanitarian activities is still happening. We have meeting etc The open House for Invite Joy Burkina was a success!! Many people came and want to donate for supporting children going to school in villages and for clean water. You can always visit our website and Facebook page and see what have been done so far. And... What else? Me being a mother and my son will have his first recital soon👏👏Yay! i am so proud of him! that video was from weeks before this one.

And taking care of myself as usual. Never stop to try my best! 🤷‍♀️😅 My OOTD in the weeks...

I think that's it for this post. As I was talking about my country i have a sudden melancholy. I thought about an old song we liked to listen back home in the 80's a song of Guilou: Vin o Swe La . It always reminds me of the good times in my hometown, the family, the beach, the fun activities outdoors we had. Life was precious and amazing. The flowers, the people, the love, the sun... I mean all that was our lives. The song 🎵 and the video is old but the melody always takes me and comfort me. Ha! my sweet hometown... I miss those days. I am done for today! See you next time and take care of yourselves.

Discussions in my Opinion...

👋 Hello and welcome to this post of Discussion of the month. In my own opinion. Do you like this beautiful blue flowers i took in picture? I was walking in the street and saw them. This post will not be 😅 easy to take. I think many will maybe not like these ones 💁‍♀️ but what can I do? that's life... Through the years, my point of view have changed about many things. The more I observe, the more I think and at the end I realize that many things...we're not what I thought. Without further ado, let me share them here. Take a cup of tea and before being upset, understand my whole logic. Thank you Discussion 1 This is what you Get in the Name of

This is a little review of a Documentary serie on Netflix that I watched

Discussion 2 Everything is now Phobia or phobic! so hush or shut up... We are Forbidden 🚫 to talk.

You are not going to like my honest thoughts on this next discussion...not at all but free speech is free speech right? Discussion 3

Listen to this... Am I wrong? I only found this Pastor's video weeks later. After listening to this man, I felt like it is a confirmation to me. I said the main things too but he elaborated more on that with more explanations and examples.

so this is my last recent discussion Discussion 4

thank you and see you next time

Maybe... I am wrong🤷‍♀️

Hello back! ❤️ After my last post on the 10th of September, my heart was really sad 😢😭and there were so many questions in my mind. I have no words about what is happening these days... I don't know if this world will get better and I am not sure. I hope somedays my Son will read my thoughts through this blog and my discussions. I hope this blog will inspire him. I hope he will choose to be at the right side of history when he will be a man. I hope he will be an active person of his time and not a passive one. Someone who will be brave to always speak the truth and, that he will not follow the worldly trend but only he will follow God's word. I don't know if what I say in my discussions makes sense but everything that I share comes from my observation and analysis of tbe current situation. Maybe...I am wrong. 🤷‍♀️ Like many of us who believe in certain values, the death of Charlie Kirk shocked me so much. I went from being sad to being angry after watching how some people out there can litterally have no limit and modesty. How can you be heartless. If you say he had no empathy so how are you different of you celebrate and approve the assassination of a person? You are monsters period! What shocked me even more is the way some politicians and other public figures went on to make senseless comments on TV and on social media We live in a world where there are many human demogorgons! It is just horrible and it gives me goose bumps. It is also shocking to realize that one can be executed live for his opinion today. This is really shocking! And, still we don't know who really did it! I am so disappointed. I don't know what to say. Maybe...I am wrong 😟 These are some of my discussions/ reflexion from my channel. I can;t post all the videos here. I just share some. You agree , you do not agree with me. I think we are free to express our opinion. Discussion 1

Video Discussion 2

Discussion 3 Good news for the Japanese Royals!

Discussion 4

Discussion 5

Discussion 6

Discussion7

Discussion 8

And more on my channel. I see you next time on another post. Thank you for watching and reading. If maybe I am wrong but I think I have been thinking and observing

O! No😭Please... Pray for Charlie Kirk🙏

O! my God! I am shocked!! I just read the breaking news this afternoon. Someone sh***ot Charlie Kirk on his neck at a Utah University as he was hosting his regular event he usually does in America to educate young people. I heard and discovered Turning Point USA through him and Candace Owens. As a matter fact, they often used to speak together at that event. Charlie being sh**ot this afternoon because of his opinions and convictions is really shocking. What does that mean about Free speech in America nowadays? These people who hate him can't even prove him wrong in debates and discussions. Something is definitely wrong these days in rhe world. Free speech is dying little by little. Charlie Kirk is among the young American conservatives that I follow and watch who have impacted me so much. Very pertinent in his messages and speeches that he convinced me to become conservative. I have watched him for years now and i am amazed by his courage and bravery. Few men have Charlie Kirk's personality. It takes courage to Tell the TRUTH nowadays. We live in a world where you should content everybody even if things are wrong. You must be politically correct even when you know this is wrong. We live in a world of delusion. There are some delusional people out there...My God! Help us🤦‍♀️😭 Help Charlie now. He is among the young politicians face in America who are brilliant. I read that he was sh**ot on the neck and has been taken to hospital. My hope is to see Charlie back and impacting more lives. Let's pray 🙏 for his recovery. We need more men like him in politics. I can't lie that upon reading the news, it made me cry. I am so heartbroken 💔. I truly pray for Charlie and that God supports his family For people like me who are not Americans but have been following Charlie Kirk for years i will keep following the updates about his health. My last words for now is: PRAY 🙏 FOR CHARLIE KIRK *************************(*(*******************UPDATES..... We Lost him...😭😭🕊💔. To be honest when i heard his neck was wounded, i knew he had very little chance to survive the bleeding but I was still hoping for a miracle. I guess...I was wrong 😭😭 He is gone. He was only 31 years old...🤦‍♀️😭 Rest in Peace 🙏 🕊 Charlie Kirk was an impressive young man full of life who touched millions lives like me.

We are so Ready!

We, the Black Panthers are so ready for this match of the 9th! Our national symbol will not be sleeping at all. We count on you😅 Please don't let us down. Team 241 🇬🇦 is back 🙌

the 9th is the 9th. 9th of September in two days! we are ready to play against the Elephants of Ivory Coast! Cote d'Ivoire. If you have never seen a panther killing an elephant that will be the day. Let's go our Panthers of Gabon!! 🇬🇦 we can do it! this match is so important I see the team is well selected with a good dynamic and good team players. I cross my fingers and pray that we win this game! Please 🙏our Panthers make us proud! You can do it. Please the Panthers we need to win it otherwise I will have to go back watch the complete season 4 of Stranger Things in Netflix with a big snack to calm my sadness with tears in my eyes😩 ha! God

This is the time to dream to go to the world cup too. Please God oooo! i beg make us win.

We count on you! make us dream! My heart is shaking already.

The team did a wonderful match to Seychelles and we hope it will get better We are so excited and worried at the same time because we are going to play against a strong team like the Elephants of Ivory Coast who has a good experience in soccer too. Ivory Coast is the current African champion of soccer not only once. They also went to World Cup so yes this is not going to be easy at all for our Panthers but we still believe in our capacity to really want to play and win. It is all good 👍 let's see what will happen the 9th. I will be watching the game and praying hard. A Panther is a panther! We want to celebrate 🥳 the Elephant's death

Our Panthers' song! from the Group Movaizhaleine. Let's go Panthers!!!👊💪

Plus de Discussions et Revues

Depuis quelques jours j'essaye de me rattraper dans mes chaine youtube et sur mon Blog. J'etais tres prise mais je me suis faite violence pour redevenir active ici. Filmer et editer les videos prennent du temps mais ça va aller😅 Si vous pouvez le faire, mettez des likes 👍 sur mes videos pour m'encourager. Je dois être partout á la fois: Maison, mon garçon, les activités, et la passion bref! la vie en generale. Voici mon post des discussions du mois de Juillet vu qu'on rentre bientot dans un nouveau mois. Reviews de Series et Docuseries sur Netflix qui pourraient vous interesser aussi Video Reviews 1

Video Reviews 2

Video Reviews 3

Et mon histoire memories de mes first years in the US

partie 2

Je pense que cest tout! Je conclus avec d autres videos

Et des shorts comme toujours!

my cousin's wedding last week in Libreville back home. I am sad I couldn't be there... Most of my family was there

Ludacris is currently spending his summer in Libreville my hometown ☀️🌴with his wife who is Gabonese too and his children. They have been married for a while. By the way he also has the citizenship of my country. So yes; welcome home 🙏 Ludacris

Last Discussions of July

These are the Discussions of month of July. I tried to make videos as much as I could. First! Let's talk about what is trending on the news these past few days Candace Owens is sued by the French presidential couple. Honestly, I think that it was long coming😅 this is my take on that

Black Americans boycott African businesses

If Africans dont wake up, this is what is going to happen to us

Part 2

Part 3

How we are losing many values and good habits...It becomes difficult nowadays

More about discussion on news trending/ the former or ex Astronomer CEO and his HR girlfriend at the Coldplay concert

Part 2

Last

Walking Down Memory Lane🎈❤️

Dear young lady, dear Reader woman,🌺 I don't know who will fall into this post but I thought about sharing some pictures of my life that tell a story. I really want to show how sometimes some negative comments can affect your body image. Only when you look back in times you realize that there was nothing wrong with you. It is so important to love yourself at different stages of your life. You are beautiful the way you are no matter what. In this post, i also want to show you how toxic relationship can affect your mental health and the idea you have about you. It is so important to choose the right person in your life. Recently, i was going back to my place and I took a Uber with my son. As I was talking to him, the driver who was listening to us for like ten minutes asked me if we were speaking French and I said yes. He was like: "wow! i am from Louisiana and my grand father was Cajun" then, he told me that he could hear some French but not much but he could hear the sound of our vowels, pronunciation etc It was quite interesting because i have never met someone from Louisiana and they speak the very old French by the way. Then, came the question: " where are you from? why are you here?" My answers were clear. I told him where I am from and I told him that I was married to an American but...it didn't work. Then, he asked me if I was staying here? These questions really touched me and inspired me to share a little bit about me...I don't like to share my personal love life but i think as a woman in my 40's it is important to give little advice to young ladies not to make same mistakes in life. 🌺❤️🎈🌺🌺🌺❤️❤️🌺🎈🎈🌺🌺🌺 About me: Since my young age, I have always been a happy child. I like pets ( dogs 🐕 and cats 🐈) Actually, my first cat was a gift of my parents'best friends from France. A lovely French couple who was living in Fontainebleau not too far from Paris and they would always send me a gift 🎁. My first cat was in my father luggage when he came back from Paris and gave it to me.My love for cats 🐈 started that very day. In my whole family i was known to be a cat lover. that's how later on my uncles would bring me some cats at home.😊🤭 I grew up listening to music a lot and I would dance with my Mom and my older sister while playing rock n'roll. I listened to American music ( Motown, Aretha Franklin, Nina Simone, Bee Gees...) bc my parents lived in America, I listened to the British groups like the Rolling Stones, the Beatles and the French music. I also listened often to music from my country and many other African artists. My dream was to be an artist and a journalist 😅 I have always loved taking pictures 📸, see the beauty and colors in life and around me. I liked adventures, dreaming, house lifestyle, mother nature, drawing, writing ✍️ singing, dancing and analyzing. I like watching the news, movies, documentaries and Reading 📚 My face and my body have never been an issue to me eventhough in my early age I was a garçon manqué😅 I would be climbing trees, play with my brothers soccer sometimes, bicycle.. and watching sports on TV with them. I love Arts and collecting stamps and postcards of the world countries, magazines especially those that educate me and those of fashion and tourism. I left my parents to go living abroad multiple times since the age of 10 or 11 years old. It was difficult at the beginning but ...I made it😅 As I became an adult I realized that life is more complicated than that so is love ❤️ The following pictures are my life when i was single in the last part of those years. As I look back it was the best time of my life honestly. I was so creative and full of imagination. I was dreaming of so many things to do. Like many young African ladies, I thought that being Single was Not happiness... These are some pictures that I was taking because I love to create or see the beauty in everything. I like to remember what I like. These were some chocolates gift from Germany 🇩🇪 and The 🇬🇧 UK that my sister amd my brother in law offered me from their trips

This picture was taken after a luncheon organized by the HR Society in Dallas. It was recommended to attend their meeting and right after I left to be with Jim my friend photographer 📸. He was always out there taking pictures. Because I like pictures I will often be with him in the weekends to learn and to take some trips out of town just to film landscapes, event gatherings, fairs, historical places etc

I like to discover and share. I like 💛 perfumes. The love of perfumes started with my mothers as i was a child i was always looking and smelling my mother's perfumes collection. I would remember the names and the brands. Whenever I was seeing a woman and smelling her perfume i would recognize the name of it and compliment when possible. I still do it today 😊🤭 by the way. O! women like it! I was also helping on creating a line of purses handmade by Ms. Renée 😊🌺 Otiti Design to represent and to help on the choice of making and the marketing and the pictures

Going to visit my family. My family is very important to me😊❤️❤️ We are always talking and be in contact with each other no matter the distance.

My sister offered me some French pastries les Macarons. Offering is a part of my family habit. From my Mom who is the one who like to offer the most!🤭😊 I like my time of reading and discovering. I was often going to the Maryland public library. I enjoy my relaxing time.

I try to see the beauty and the colors of life in everything. These sunflowers 🌻 were left on their own in a bush and I felt like they deserved a beautiful picture 📸 too. I was sad that they were alone and not taken care of

I went on a trip to Los Angeles and New York city The way i fell in love with the city of the Angels. The weather, the sea 🌊 the sun☀️ the palm 🌴 trees. When we got at the hotel, the magazine cover took me in another world 🌎. on the other hand, the Big Apple 🍎 was making me sing Human Nature all along.

I would see something in the streets and filmed it if it caught my attention 😅

Working on The otiti Design. Taking pictures myself and trying to be creative... Since then, the purses have extended and we are still doing another type of handbags. It is about representing our culture in a way

Then, things changed in my life. I lost my father and I was so heartbroken💔 Many questions started in my mind and later on I got married and the year after everything started to really crumble. My happiness died little by little. My inspiration and creativity were leaving me and I could feel it. I was losing my self confidence and believing in me I was called pig 🐖 ugly. Ugly hair, ugly feet, ugly face... I was too fat I was not good enough. I was doing everything the best i could but it was never enough. It seems like i was living with someone who was always in competition with me for some reasons I started losing my smile but nobody could see that. I was still trying to create. People thought that I was happy when in fact not at all...☹️

I was not happy at all but i was thinking that i should save my marriage no matter what.Not knowing that i was dying inside. Today someone is nice to you the day after or the hour after you have another person talking to you with an arrogant spirit. Abusive in every type of the way. Stress and anxiety started to get me but still you hold on to your marriage bc you come from a religious background. Even if my question to God was always: what am I doing here? I don't deserve it! I did not have a life of disorder to be living a toxic relationship. I have done the best to follow what was taught to me. so why? Still i thought prayers would solve the problem Mistake!

Living in the delusion that things will get better with time. That this adulr will change was another mistake and waste of time because people change only when they want to. I like painting and i went on a summer camp retreat with other ladies and friends. i made that paint and few days later he broke my paint with his knees and made fun of it. I was so heartbroken and i cried when i picked it up from the floor. Seeing my beautiful paint like that broke my heart. I couldn't express my feelings anymore... For a person like me who value free expression and emotion it was hard on me. silence and crying were my only words. That was a jail.

I know what emotional, verbal and physical abuses mean. The bullying...I know it! the Jealousy of your partner yes, i know all that! This is what it means when you meet someone from a broken family background, he will tend to do the same thing in his relationships. Investigate and ask more and more questions before heading to the altar. Put them on tests to see their real nature! Don't always assume that people have a good heart like you. I was forbidden to talk to another man otherwise I would be accused of cheating. I heard i was a cheater without being one...how sad! On his good mood we would go out at the restaurant , at the park or somewhere in town but I was no longer allowed to go to museums on my own. I was no longer allowed to stay longer outside on my own We went on a football game that was my first experience and we took these pictures. I was still sad but pretending to smile. I was not happy at all. My faith was all i had to survive. I was forbidden to talk to my family often. I was isolated from my family and friends. The control stage was deeper at that point

Toxic relationship. Wrong partner ruins your life. Up to that i didn't know what i was dealing with bc I had never been in a relationship before. I was a naive adult who was thinking that everyonehas a good heart. My mistake! I went on to suggest marriage counseling in vain. Because he thought he could change in his own. Anger issue takes a lot of work but mostly a decision to change My cousin sent me a picture of her creativity as she was sewing some skirts. She wanted to know my opinion. I was locked in a world where i couldn't speak freely. I would just speak on the phone when I was alone. My brother in law offered ne a beautiful necklace handmade from Kenya when he came back home from his business trip. 🇰🇪 I was so 😊 happy

Our family cat Simba passed away the year after my heart was broken at the news. After trying my best and surviving anxiety and depression i decided to leave with no regrets. I packed my stuffs I realized that I did the right thing. People may judge me but I didn't care at this point. I talked to my Mom and my family. I was honest and told them I couldn't do it anymore. My Mom understood me and that was enough for me.

Leaving a toxic relationship was the best decision I made. A toxic relationship will get you No where. Don't live for the appearance live for yourself. I have met many women who were not happy in their marriages but pretending that everything was fine. I refused to ne one of them. We only live once. My life matters.

Then, my Home, my country was calling me... I felt like i needed to go back home and rest and get back to my land. but I didn't know I had a surprise 🙃 😅 from God I first went to stay with my aunt and her husband while I was working on our family home and the appartment but I was so lost in my hometown and sad and depressive. I didn't know what was my tomorrow. I failed my marriage. I left traumatized because I was often called ugly and pig. I got a low self esteem suddenly. When I wrote my first book, i was mocked everyday for believing in this project and accused of cheating. I was exhausted! I lost the direction in life. I would seat at the beach alone and thinking for hours not knowing what to do bc I was depressive. In Africa we don't use that word often.

Then, i found out that I was pregnant 🤰 😊🤭 late pregnancy by the way! surprise gift from God and i got happy again. God has his ways to do stuffs.It was a beautiful surprise because my ex husband was always telling me often that i could never conceive a child. See the confusion? God has the last word 🙏😊 This was me pregnant. I received the love ❤️ from my family. My cousins my aunts were all there for me. My sisters, my Mom. my cousin in France sent me so many things. my two cousins doctors. my uncle pediatrician i mean I had all the support before and after my pregnancy. My son was surprisingly born a happy baby. He was smiling every time . he was and he is still my sunshine 🌞 ☀️ 💛

I was having my life back again, my work my activities Going to my village when i had a phone call and an email from the US embassy and the rest is history. i just wanted to share that little story and the last part of the years in my life bc I wanted to show you how a bad choice can literally change the direction of your life. How the wrong partner choice will marry you lose years of your life. How you will lose your self esteem and happiness. i refused to lie to myself. I truly believe that it was the right decision. Never give up on yourself. Even when you are married, build yourself. Never stop having dreams. Your husband is supposed to build you too. He is supposed to protect you and to love you if he doesn't then you are at the wrong place That part of my life was a lesson and I never again will jump in something without testing the person for a good period of time. I am still working on myself. Life is not a competition. Marriage is not a competition too. I understood it. Look the time i wasted with the wrong person. Do never rush the time. Do never force yourself in a relationship because all your friends are getting married. Because you are " getting old" Yes i got married in my late 30's but so so unhappy 🙁 ☹️ My child is my priority today. If God bless me with more 🙏 I don't say no but for now I focus on him and myself too. 🌺🌺🌺🌺❤️❤️❤️❤️🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺☀️☀️ The light ✨️ is back and little by little i get back on my feet. It is a new beginning a new life but with more wisdom this time. we got a new family cat 🐈 Altesse your Highness and life is doing it's things

I will never lie to myself again just to cover or to appear good to people. 🌺❤️This is me now. Mother of one in my 40's and happy again on my own. Single life is not bad after all😅😂

I don't care how i look like today. In my 40's but very happy. This is the ages where you get your confidence. The age to be yourself with no apologies. I don't care if I am fat.I don't care if this or that because I take care of myself but one thing is sure, I vowed to love me the way I am at every stages of my life ❤️🌺🦋 Thank you for reading I hope that post will save another lady from making the wrong or the rushed decisions bc you want to live in a competition of our society.