The Heart is Here and There

I love this picture. My cousin took that picture of me while we went to walk at the coast and seat on the rocks.Things are changing back home and life keeps going on. ******************************************************************************************************************************************* Sorry! Sorry! Sorry! I can't keep my mouth shut as a good African. I like to gossip sometimes but please can someone tell me if Kamala Harris is really campaigning out there? Because I barely see her active on the ground. I thought she told Taraji Henson on the phone that she was out "in these streets..." Mama kamala we don't see you enough o!👀. Please make yourself more visible. I put my glasses and I can't see you.I wonder which streets was she referring to guys? I personally only see her on TV talking with the Oprahzzz , mediazzz etc. You need to do like your opponent o! Go straight to the people talk to them. Address real issues and stop avoiding real questions by laughing because we know you.👀

And stop acting 🎬 These streets seem empty to me... You need to do more. I mean sorry, I was just asking👀. I beg🚶‍♀️🚶‍♀️. It was just a question. I say it because every single day I see Donald Trump live in cities after cities. From a State to another. rally after rally. The man is a machine seriously even after death threats and almost losing his life, he is still standing. I am talking as being neutral.. I mean That's why I said last time call him legend. He is legend! November is close we are just watching...eyes wide open!👀 *************************************************************************************************************************************************** Back to my post "The Heart is Here and There" I am lost in my world. This picture takes me back to some little sweet afternoons back home. I was looking at all my pictures with my son and my family. My Mom celebrated her birthday today and it was good talking to her. I have a full day of cooking tomorrow (Cooking is maybe one of the things I do often. I go to the kitchen I play my podcast or watch the news while cooking. It relaxes me a lot) So tomorrow is mangoes compote (My Mom showed me the recipe) crepes and Chocolate fondant ( a very French recipe) Today I have also made a meal so yes. In my country 🌴☀️and in my family it is a lifestyle. Cooking is art! 😅! We spend times together while cooking, women to women, we gather and we share stories, we laugh...I mean it is a lifetsyle. It is a good time. Here I am alone and I try to keep that tradition on my own by listening to podcast and the news... Recipes and traditional dishes of my country are so many! I am so proud of that part of my culture. I have a whole chapter on that in my book Destination Libreville. Cooking is a whole process . Cooking is art and culture that's why it takes time. I don't have all this talent but I know a little bit! A woman should cook with love ❤ and patience

I am learning to improve my skills even though I do not have everything from home here. I also try to remember everything that was taught to me. I know one thing: Everything that you do must have passion in it!

I miss you my little ville! I miss you Libreville☀️ my hometown. I was just reading a post that I wrote months ago about the mysterious sea of Gabon. Thrilling stories of supernatural beings encountering humans like you and me. Strange beings ruling their way.. And, I remember my best place to write at the time at 🏡home in my appartement. The best place was in my sofa! It was so comfortable with a beautiful view of the sea that craddled me and inspired me everyday. It was quiet but the sound of the waves of the sea hitting the rocks was everything! Hmmm! what a delight! I miss my little nest! My place of inspiration. The sun,🌞 the ships, the moon 🌕...I mean I was in another world. One of my best places to be...to get inspiration. The best place to make love ❤😉 too 😂 yes, why not?!

Another Day...I love the peace and quiet time...

Oliver Ngoma "Muetse" (to me it feels like being home when I listen to this song. It relaxes me so much! ) Oliver Ngoma is a singer of Gabon but known internationally as the king of Afro Zouk.😊

When I like to decorate my place or trying something different...I like to change stuffs around. ok! m, I don't like to see or do the same things over and over again. it is boring! Seriously I just can't!🤦‍♀ that's me.

That's a beautiful song 🎵 of my country ( a sad love ❤ story of a woman who saw her 💔 lover leaving the village and promising her he will be back for her but he never did. She kept coming to the shore of the river to wait for him days after days months after months in vain. Asking for him to fishermen but he never came back. She fell into his false promises) Nadege Mbadou "Muere"

But life must go on! Yes, my life must go on. I will be back... I am working on a project but really I do NOT have inspiration at all to keep moving. I feel stuck! Sometimes discouraged. Does it happen to you sometimes too? It was good watching videos of women of my age who are really positive and dynamic. Inspiring as well. Sometimes you feel like you have all the energy and sometimes you are like exhausted but life must go on! (and when you have a child is even more. So yes! I applaud people who have many kids. I will wait before having another one I beg! Because...it's a lot of work to be a parent!) And you Dear Readers, how are you doing? How was your week? I can't believe we are heading to the end of year 2024! Wow! Time goes fast now! We better not wasting our time doing not important things...I am trying to stay productive every single day but mostly positive but it is not easy

Last time I realized that I did not explain myself well on my last video and it could be misunderstood by viewers. For that reason, I decided to do a quick video on that!

Tomorrow Sunday will be a special cooking day after church! Thank you for reading and watching. I will see you soon in another post. Kimberlite Zouk ( French islands) La Nuit. Sweet memories of Summers in Paris 90's

The Downfall of a Star 🌟

Is it the end of Puff Daddy aka P Diddy era? This is a real live story of a star's downfall. I remember the year when Whitney Houston passed away, the media was calling her The Fallen Star 🌟, I have always disliked this title on her because she did nothing wrong . She went through a lot and that were the words they chose to call her. They could have found something else. However, P Diddy'story is a real story of a Fallen Star 🌟

I am so in shock of what I read days after days about P Diddy's case...This is crazy! It doesn't stop!! 😳 I thought we were done with serious cases like the Bernie Maddof, the Jeffrey Epstein, the Harvey Westein, the Cosby and R Kelly. But I was far to imagine what was coming this year. So who is going to be next? First, Let's see what will come out of this coming trial 👀 It is definitely going to be nasty if the man opens his mouth about the reality of that showbiz industry. Everything started with Cassie who opened the Pandora box after suing Diddy few months ago. Ha! Women! When I say never play with a woman. Especially when you have hurt her...hmm! you can't deal with it o! Then, the FBI who raid his mansions in Miami I think...Gosh! so many things happened like a castle cards! Watching on the news P Diddy being arrested and sent to jail, and all the story unfolding day by day, I am speechless...This is something that I could have not imagined coming like that eventhough this man's character never seated right to me with too much attitude The allegations are cra-zy! Some people have been denouncing his antics but I guess some people knew how to silence them . People have been saying that Hollywood is an EVIL place. Michael Jackson kept talking about it: " DO NOT bring your children there" Candace Owens keeps saying that Hollywood is a witchcraft industry and so on. And yes, because when you go online and make research about the origins and the beginning of Hollywood, and how it played through decades , you are like ...hmmm 🤔 maybe they are right. Hollywood by definition is about casting spells. So imagine through the years how their movies have been programming and transforming the morals and family values. hmmm No comment! i was just saying. Many people have talked but I admit that we have always been fascinated by the glamorous images of the red carpets the glitz, the fashion and hairstyles etc. We are moved by some artists performances. Yes, it made me dream too! I myself has been a movie 🎬 and music lover. I can't deny how amazed by some talents I was. I dreamt Hollywood like any other one. I fell in love with some male celebrities but today I am more careful because i see the machine behind that is destroying our moral and normal family values nowadays. They made people accepting the unacceptable and things that are anti biblical through the years...

There was a time in the 80's and 90's it was magical to seat in front of TV ( eventhough my Dad hated TV so much . I understood it later on...) and watching all these American movies and TV series that were teaching family values, Faith in God, Love and compassion for thy neighbors, bravery and being loyal but today we watch a different ways of viewing life. Today since the late 90's we kept seeing Rappers singing sex on TV, alcohol 🍸 Black women naked shaking their bum bum...twerking not knowing that it was in fact their real lives and I think our parents in Africa back in the days were right to worry about this type of music 🎶 coming from America bc later on I see that it changed our values and culture in a way...sigh It will be interesting to search for the reasons why everything started to be perverted in that circle of showbiz people have been saying that celebrities do not die Normally in this circle. These celebrities many of them have a very dark side and a dark past.

Now this is in one word everything described and unfortunately it is difficult to see that a Black man who seemed to be so successful in music 🎶 and business could have done so much evil to other people. Yes, today we talk about insane numbers of baby oils and sex toys in a mansion. ( and yes, as I said last time i believe that 70% of men nowadays are in baby oil that's why ladies you can't find a partner. And to people who have always supporting the same same, you perfectly know what the Bible says about that. Today, you have more women single not by choice necessarily. Because yes, God was not crazy when He did things in the beginning...) Goodness! They are so sexually addicted (Hollywood is sick!) to one another that they have no limits? This is what the Bible was saying they will be going down and down to in their addictions... Diddy has literally oiled up the game. Baby oils are the new norm? Baby oil 🛢 here baby oil there! wow!!😳 They talk about some freak offs parties that implicated many other celebrities and for sure some politicians...Wait and see. We will hear! Just wait! The list of his guests attending the freak offs is crazy. But seriously are we surprised? No. Not at all. But we are the same who are standing on our feet when we see them to applaud them instead of calling them out for what they do. I am glad many more victims will be coming to talk . We are the same who run to them and scream their names with excitement just to get a picture and autograph...This is our sad world. We are applauding the people who are doing the wrong things. The man is probably worse than Jeffrey Epstein...I mean...I don't know. Who knows? When you read that some minors were also victims. Sex trafficking, prostitution, racketeering conspiracy. Sexual abuse, kidnapping... My head is like spinning ... Imagine the sharing of STDs, they can't control themselves?? who was the man? To the point that some religious figures are cited in the guests list. Yoooooo!!! my goodness! How did he get all these connections of high profiles like the Epstein's list. Po! po! po! The showbiz is a shocking world. The question is now if you ever want to share to the world your passion how are you going to do it? Maybe be in Hollywood without being in Hollywood? Or simply not at all? Tell me what you think. Like not attending parties or ...I don't know anymore. Wow! I have no more words to add. Oil is not enough o! I beg! I am done for tonight. This is something to think about as I am closing this post. Now we know who we have been admiring...like I always say , DO Not envy what you don't know. I enjoy my simple life. I don't have everything but at least I have my peace of mind. Not judging...just saying. This is who they are. smh. Not judging but this is my humble conclusion as I close this post that I didn't prepare. ( Sorry for misspelled words etc) I wrote as I felt and thought. The Bible says in Mark 8:6 " what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the world, and lose his own soul" Stop idolizing these humans! Stop idolizing them! Dear Readers the most important things are not the things of this world that will get rotten with times and not the fame but the salvation of our Soul in Jesus Christ. Wake up! Our world is in trouble. it is a mess! Let's get back to the basic things and the true one which is the fear and love of God. it is still time. Thank you for reading and PROTECT YOUR CHILDREN 🙏and You, Men of God preach the TRUTH TO PEOPLE

Happy Sunday! 🌞

Happy Sunday! and sunny day for me ☀️ Happy Sunday I send you a wave of sunlight ✨️ These are the flowers of my aunt's garden in Libreville my hometown. I think they are called the Hortensia. (There was a time I was trying to learn flowers names bc I like them so much) I love flowers and in my family, women (my Mother and my Aunts who are my Mothers) garden a lot. They have what we call in French green hands. They like to plant and they have good hands. These flowers, I took this picture a Sunday afternoon when we were sitting outside to enjoy the sun and the weather. I love the way she takes good care of her garden and flowers with Love. My Mom does th same thing in France when I go visiting her, there are always plants and flowers on the balcony of her appartment. My aunt also is not living far from our coast side (the beach) in Libreville my hometown. Every Sundays after church, I would go with my son visiting her and my other aunt. My son likes his grandmothers so so much! Some Saturdays, in Libreville, I would leave my appartement to go visit my uncle (my mother's young brother) I enjoyed spending time to listen to him. He always have inspiring words and good advices when I was stuck in some decisions making about my home family duties. I feel blessed to have all this people ahead and around me. Also my cousins!!! Yes lol! My cousins I miss them all. Our times together as a family Anyway, this sunday I was thinking about that family routine. Saturday was the beach time or the swimming pool! Family♥️ is EVERYTHING!! La Baie des Tortues (The Bay of water Turtles) 🌴🌞

good times It was a good time and it will happen again

The Love of my Life is GOD.♥️ The second Loves are my family and my Land☀️🇬🇦 where I come from🌴... (But I love the world too because the world is beautiful)

Another Example...

That's why I keep saying that we need reprogrammation of our mind in Africa and change of our mindset. I observed and listen to my people a lot and I agree that there is a lot of work to do (and I include myself as an African) The mentality is too poor. Seriously we need to elevate our mindset. Our mentality is too poor. It will take time before the continent changes when you read and hear some people who think in a certain way...sigh. You are like...Ok! cool. So this is my response to this comment coming from some Africans. They say that some other Africans who are illegally or maybe legally in their country should go back to where they come from and fix their countries. Honestly! This is the first time I hear such things. They say they should Fix the problems of their countries so we will all enjoy a world of accountability and peace. My question here is where have you ever seen accountability in the world of politics? Since I was young I barely saw people paying for their wrong deeds and decision in politics. Usually those who are doing good for their countries are physically eliminated. but very few times I saw accountability. How many political leaders put countries in wars, in economical crisis...have they being accountable? I don't know. I have a question: Where in this world have you seen a country being fixed? The only place I think that exists is in some books that I read and it is mainly utopia. Utopia! I have never heard such comments in my entire life. Maybe some of them are stuck in the world of Voltaire. Yes, I say Voltaire because this makes no sense to me. When I hear this comment my head thinks about Eldorado a place of perfection described by Voltaire in his book Candide. Even countries in the world that are known to be powerful, their people are moving to other countries to find happiness. Now if you talk about illegals you can only blame your authorities who are not protecting your borders. But only ignorant Africans are those who are crazy about their borders because they can't look examples of European Union. If you talk about illegals, I don't know if refugees are included in this statement. Because as far as I read somewhere, refugees should not be kicked out of a country because it is a situation of life and death. I really don't know. When I read such things, it gives me headaches... I understand now why some friends told me they cannot be around some Africans. I don't blame them. The lesson I learn today is to be around people who have a good mindset. People who see things differently and who are not stuck in their world. However, you can see how the Immigration is a serious discussion in political debates, policies etc. This is my take on this discussion

Discussions and Stories//4

This is my last discussions of this week. Protecting our children. Is it OK to be overprotective when seeing how 😕 this world is nowadays. Actually i realized after reading and hearing many testimonies of people of my age even older than me that it had always been like that but covered a lot by families. sigh 😕 😞 it is sad... really sad... This is my take on

Is it bad to be overprotective of your children? I don't think it is wrong judged by my own experience. What I went through...

So protect your children! You must always check on them and TRUST NOBODY AROUND THEM Another discussion. Vanessa Caxeiro posted a live on her account where everybody could see her argumenting with her boyfriend while being pregnant. She said many things and how painful it is as a woman to meet a good man even when you are a good woman. She said that her boyfriend had allegedly beat her on the floor... She said how she has been treated by all of her boyfriends. People shared these live several times and showed their support to Vanessa. I mean it hurts to see another woman crying...especially when it comes to Love and relationship. This is something that I keep saying : LEAVE THEM! LEAVE THESE MEN! THEY DON'T LOVE YOU! they only use you. LEAVE THESE TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS! Wait patiently for the right one (if he happens to come somday...) I shared many of my thoughts on it and at the end I came to the conclusion that sometimes being Single is not the wrong decision. I mean take your time. That's why i don't believe in love pictures posted on social media .I learned to understand that it is not about what a man says but what HE DOES to PROVE HIS WORDS. A man who doesn't call you to speak on the phone with youb when u date isn't someone to believe and trust. He is not serious. A man who only text you when u date is not a mature person he is a boy. A Man who doesn't apologize is Immature. A man who doesn't show you love ❤️ has many personal issues. A man who cusses you is dealing with his own insecurities. Yes, I learned all that in my little years of dating. Really take your time and ask the most uncomfortable questions in the beginning before you get into a nightmare. Ask many questions ..If they get upset you know it is a big red flag.

Somewhere in the live she says, she keeps forgiving him. No! Vanessa! DO NOT FORGIVE what is not forgivable. DO NOT FORGIVE THE LACK OF RESPECT. We never forgive the way you are treated. DO not forgive when a man does not treat you right. LET HIM GO! GET OUT OF THIS RELATIONSHIP! LOVE GOD FIRST then LOVE YOURSELF. Today I do not look the same but I learned to accept the way I look today. I think i look better today than before 😅 because age gave me more maturity self confidence and i feel more like a woman ❤️🌺Learn to love yourself. When you love yourself completely no negative words will hurt you anymore. NEVER BEG FOR LOVE! That part has always been my limit. I can never beg for love from a man. If he is gone then he is gone. Let him go! The door is open to leave but not open to come back. The past is the past. If he treated you wrong in the first place and never apologized what's the point to take him back or to forgive and forgive and forgive him? That's why you have to love yourself first. An Immature man will be saying mean words to you (because he also deals with his insecurities), you will be smiling and respond to him: Hasta la vista Baby! No hard feelings but I am done with you,

I have sometimes been misunderstood in the dating world. They often see you like...something to...yes, It is sad that some men had the wrong opinion about me...but what could I do? Nothing! absolutely Nothing. Now I DON'T CARE! The only one who will be right one for me will never see me like that. I still have to remember to myself who I am. That's the most important part Video 2

Really ladies invest in yourself and be happy. Have a meaningful life. If you are married do not forget yourself. Have activities, time for yourself and passion on your own. Any way that was it for today . I see i have been regular and active these days in this blog. That's good right? **************************************************************************************************************************************************** Last time we had a special visit of Sally😊♥️ she was so sweet! She was such a good girl!

Thank you for reading and watching. I hope it was not hard to understand me... Let's watch now this beautiful song with these sexy guys🤭😉 ...Yes o!! Lol! We like to look at the candy crush guys but from afar oooo!!! Please I beg. We don't want headaches. it is Just good for the eyes😅😂

Stories and Discussions

Hello! dear Readers, I am back! Yes, I am back with some stories and memories in my youtube channel that I post here. I do my best to remain active. At least I will try to make some videos in the weekend like I did yesterday. You know it is like you feel like and when you dont feel like you are not inspired then you do not Lol! Actually, I have so many things to share but sometimes time is not enough to shoot a video and I forget. I won't write a lot. Honestly, writing takes time that's why I switch to talking! It is much easier to share stories and thoughts when you talk. You know I am talkative sometimes. When some of the people I knew in the past used to say:" O! you talk too much!" It hurt my feelings but I realized later how mean it was from them to say because I was not that talkative at all but I understand something: "be where you are loved. Be with people who care about you. Those who care for you. Be with people who genuinely like and love you." Being confronted to mean people make you stronger and you become a force. You love and accept yourself with time the way you are. I will never again in my life entertain friendship or love that are not for me anymore. Truly it is a painful experience and waste of time. I wish I would have known that earlier but it is never too late to learn from your mistake. Stay and Be where you are accepted for who you are. Never force to be with people (Or a "Lover") that you think should be with you. No! You worth more than that. Well that's the thought from me of the day for you dear Readers. Since I understood it, I have less and less disappointment. It helps me to focus on me and my closed ones only. Focus on those who I represent a lot and those in my life who will positively remember me after I will be gone... Ok! These are the stories Video 1: A Special Lady that I worked for in Dallas Texas back in the days when I was a student

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Because of the recent videos of some activists from my country showing the condition of public schools in my hometown, I have more memories of what I went through there. Poor kids...it is a nightmare to go to school ooo!! Time will come we will change all this (I want to change all this! May God help me!) Video 1

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And that's when he will be like: "wow!!!You did good in class guys. Your grades are amazing!" or sometimes the teacher is upset to see they did good in class. You did good when in fact they all copied the answers given and done by two other students from another class and those who were good in the classroom too would share their answers. It was a game! Since the teacher didn't want them to do good then they found their way for doing good and pass the test exams. Hey ya! My little city o! wonder should never end. I am done for today. Lol!! Thank you for reading and watching...

Un Apres Midi pas Comme les Autres

Hello la Team! C'est un apres midi pas comme les autres. Malgre la nostalgie je garde en moi de bons souvenirs, j'ai eu une petite inspiration. Comme vous le savez ca vient et ca passe vite. Alors on attrape vite cette inspiration dans l'air Lol! C'est un apres midi pas comme le autres entre continuer la lecture de mon livre de Robin Sharma. Oui, c'est un livre qui prend du temps parce qu'il demande beaucoup de reflexion et pour cela je prends des 📝 notes. Ce n'est pas facile de se relancer dans les habitudes de la lecture. Lire etait une de mes passions favories a l'epoque. Par contre, j'aimerai me remettre au crochet a plein temps en weekend. C'est tellement relaxant pendant la lecture.

C'est un apres midi pas comme les autres. J'ai quand meme pu faire un gateau que j'ai voulu au chocolat en partie accompagne de fraises. Voila aussi je vous partage mes photos recentes d'une petite visite souvenirs a Nantes en France. Nantes est une petite ville de la Bretagne qui m'est chere parce qu'elle a aussi beaucoup de mes souvenirs d'enfance. De bons souvenirs de moments passes en famille. la famille me manque jai deja envie de repartir.

Et vous comment etait votre ete? Comment etait votre semaine? Moi, j'essaye de m'adapter au systeme Americain jour apres jour (Oui parce qu'on ne s'adapte jamais assez) et mon petit garcon aussi. Je suis tres contente qu'il commence a s'adapter a sa nouvelle ecole. Il apprend l'Anglais petit a petit. Ici, en realite, surtout quand on n'a pas la famille, ce n'est pas facile. J'ai perdu contact avec certaines personnes depuis mon depart des Etats Unis il y a quelques annees et puis la vie a continue donc nous nous sommes tous perdu de vue. a mon retour je n'avais plus grand monde et c'est comme ca la vie. Oui, je dirai qu' on est coupe du monde quand on est en Amerique. Quelle est loin cette Amerique!

L'Amerique c'est bien loin mais on fait avec. Je sais que c'est pour un temps. Ce pays m'a beaucoup forme et m'a rendu vraiment humble et forte. C'est aussi un tres beau pays! Ce pays m'a aussi appris la vie et le realisme. Moi, dans mon coeur, je me laisse bercer par de bons souvenirs et puis par la musique de mon pays que j'aime tant. Malheureusement nos pays en Afrique ont trop de travail a faire. Malheureusement nos autorites ne pensent pas au bien etre de leur peuple et c'est la raison pour laquelle beaucoup s'en vont pour trouver mieux ailleurs. Nous pensons au meilleur pour nos enfants. Nous voulons leur offrir le meilleur. Mais on n'oublie jamais d'ou on vient parce qu'on repart souvent chez nous. On repart arranger et proteger nos terres, nos biens que nous ont laisses nos parents. Ils ont travaille tellment dur pour nous leguer tout ca. (Je pense aux terres que mon pere a laissées) Ce qui se passe chez moi me laisse vraiment dubitative sur la suite des evenements de mon pays. Je ne vois pas clair a l'horizon et j'en ai la chair de poule. Je me demande qu'est ce qu'on nous prepare...Je m'inquiete beaucoup. Vraiment je m'inquiete. Je n'ose pas encore parler. Certains commencent a se reveiller de cette euphorie. Retour a la realite. D'autres continuent encore de rever dans ce mouvement soit disant patriotique. Shake my head. Parfois j'aimerai ne pas avoir trop de reflexions. Le peuple se plaint des memes choses. Je disais bien que cette Conference Nationale n'allait nous emmener nulle part. Ha! Ca fait mal...mon pauvre petit pays. Il est bien loin ce changement qu'on esperait tant. Naika "Elombe" Un retour sur mon Gabon avec cette Jolie chanson souvenirs

Alors ici c'est Nantes! Des bons souvenirs de la Bretagne! Une ville qui m'est chere. some memories of Nantes. A Nantes, on passait aussi de bons moments chez mes deux tantes (une du cote paternel et l'autre du cote maternel) qui aimaient nous faire de bons plats. Une fois, a notre arrivee, une d'entre elle m'avait fait gouter la creme brulee. Un delice! Aujourd'hui quand je mange de la creme brulee, je pense toujours a elle. Ce sont des marques d'amour et d'attention qu'on n'oublie Jamais. Mes deux tantes recevaient souvent la visite d'amis et de collegues mais surtout de famille. C'etait des moments conviviaux et de gaiete. De la simplicite et du bonheur. C'etait comme ca les annees d'avant.La vie etait simple et agreable. Quand l'ete finissait on repartait chez nous retour a Libreville ma chere petite ville .

Dites moi comment etait votre semaine. Je vous reviens bientot avec d'autres histoires bien plus interessantes. Ha! cheres Ladies restons nous memes. La vie nous enseigne tellement. Restons nous la personne que nous sommes. Des paroles d'encouragement on en a toujours besoin. Dear Black Woman ⚘️ 🌺

Je vais enfin finir ce post

Les Americains aiment beaucoup...

Malgre toute cette nostalgie, j'ai pris le temps d'ecrire un peu. C'etait un apres midi pas comme les autres et nous voila a la fin de ce post. Merci de m'avoir lu. J'espere que ce petit article vous a fait du bien. Moi j'en avais besoin. C'est ma therapie a moi. Alors je vous dis a la prochaine! XoXo!💋❤️

Discussions (Schools in Gabon) My Disappointment

These are some videos I made months ago about the situation of schools in my country. It is special because yesterday again some people and activists have been denouncing the conditions in which children are attending schools. In fact, what they described few days ago is even worse than what I talked about it here the situation and the problems are the same but worse like I said. NO IMPROVEMENT AT ALL! It is a SHAME for an oil producer country It is UNACCEPTABLE. We have a kind of transitional government and really I have no words when I saw the videos of the public schools two days ago...My God! I wanted to cry! It HURTS! Why? Why?? How can you expect to see kids doing good in this condition with teachers who are also sleeping with kids for grades! (for some of them)! Hey ya! should we cry or laugh you tell me. This demonicus! Demonic! When I say Black Africans have their own issues of loving thy neighbor. Because the lack of Love we have with each other in the same country, in the same continent my God! I have no words (You hear me talking about the National Conference of my Country,so the videos I made here it was some months ago) My God! Call for Action. Part 1

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More talk on History of my continent Part 1

Part 2 Part 3 and Last. Thank you for watching and reading! You tell me what you think.

Sharing my Thoughts...

I will simply share my thoughts and discussions here but like I always say, I do not know evrything at all. Yo!! What I read today: People are angry at the US Presidential debate o! They say Kamala and the hosts were all together against Trump and it was obvious by the way they were asking him questions. They say that Kamala and the woman host are from the same sorority. Jeez! Am I surprised? No. Not really. The Democrats are really acting "Democratic" as usual. They even say that she had a micro ear piece. is it true? My eyes wide open like... I made these videos weeks ago. Anyway this is what I learned from what I watched from other people: Part 1

Part 2 This is my take on the US presidential debate 2024 as an external and neutral viewer Part 1

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What is Lost is Lost/ Part 2

Ok now let's get into it: To me Kamala looked like she was coached by the Obamas Lol!! I mean really she didn't look natural and authentic to me.

Part 2

Ok! Now watching at some independent journalist I am completely wrong about the hosts. Many said they were biased. It was like 3 against Donald Trump and once again...I was like wow! I was so disappointed to hear that. My God...these people cannot stop making Trump's life difficult. What is it? Apparently it was a mess...smh The thing is, I remember that Candace Owens said few weeks ago that Donald Trump needs to see and change his team. Maybe she saw some changes that does not help him. I watched the Piers Morgan Uncensored

If you want to see the review of Candace Owens, here is the link on Rumble.com Part 2 of her review here: This is part 2 of Candace's review on the debate https://rumble.com/v5ekfnx-trump-vs-kamala-the-unexpected-winner.html?e9s=src_v1_ucp

Quoi de Neuf?!

Hello la Team! De retour sur un post court, je voulais juste partager ceci: Je suis tombee sur la video postee par Kensington Palace il y a quelques heures aujourd'hui. Il s'agit d'un message de Catherine, la Princesse de Galles. Depuis la fois derniere ou elle avait annonce la triste nouvelle d'un cancer, on peut la voir un peu plus rayonnante dans cette derniere. Une video pleine de vie et d'espoir dans un cadre tres naturel. J'ai vraiment aime. Observez le soutien, l'amour et la complicite de son epoux, le Prince William a ses cotes. Que du Bonheur! C'est tellement beau! Regardez vous memes!

Ca m'a donne envie de me retrouver dans la nature et respirer l'air frais et naturel comme elle...Ha! Ca me manque tout ca! Cette video m'a beaucoup touche. Bref! Ce n'est pas tout la Team! La news est passee hier. Vous avez entendu n'est ce pas? Alors, demain il y aura le Presidential Debate a 21h sur abc! Don't miss it! Je pense que ce sera peut etre diffuse dans d'autres chaines. Mais les gars Connectez vous parce que ce sera le debat du siecle! Lol😅! J'exagere un peu (C'est juste pour mettre un peu d'humour) Mais sinon en vrai ce debat sera important. Ils parleront certainement de la crise en Ukraine, la relation avec la Russie ( Important a savoir vu que le monde pourrait peut être entrer dans une 3 ème guerre mondiale" j'ai les frissons en y pensant Et peut etre vont ils parler un peu sur le BRICS qu'en sais je?) Ils parleront des lois de l'immigration, le sujet qui fache en ce moment c'est l'immigration illegale et le probleme des borders ( lesfrontières) . Ils parleront certainement de l'economie Americaine qui voit une inflation des prix sur le marche. Et certainement beaucoup d'autres choses comme le choix a l'avortement (pro life ou pro choice) etc. Bref! Qui va rater ca demain? Pas moi en tout cas! Le moment qu'on a tous attendu: Donald Trump et Kamala Harris. Oulala! C'est la partie qui devient interessante vu qu'on se rapproche a petit pas de Novembre. Je ne peux pas rater ça! J'ai deja prepare mes pop-corn pour ca. Je vais seulement m'asseoir et suivre le debat. Apres ca je vais suivre les analyses des journalistes independants et non ceux de CNN parce que ma tete va exploser parce que ceux la bref! no comment. Twitter X va exploser demain aussi. C'est la ou vous verrez les vraies positions et opinions politiques des gens. Moi, j'ai deja dit que je suis Team Trump par conviction. Je n'ai pas change ma position.

Et Voila!!! Pour conclure ce court post, je partage ici mes recents messages sur ma chaine youtube. (Oui je n'ai pas ete reguliere, desolee c'est parce que. je suis prise ces derniers temps) La fatigue oui la fatigue aussi Bref! merci a vous et a bientot!

Partie 2

Yes! Immigration is Human

I lost my voice but here it is! I think after all these discussions I will speak about other things. My hope that Africa will change the mentality someday will take time. My channel was not about it but it became something like that. I will talk about fun stuffs for now. So this is what I have to say: Immigration is human! Now illegal immigration is more complicated but nobody should have their human rights denied. Because in a person you do not know what is his destiny and his future. You do not know if God will use him or her in the country he enters illegally. This always takes me to a saying in my native language when we say "" A man was born carrying many bags and in one of them there is his destiny. His greatness." That's why you have to be careful on how you treat people because you don't know who is standing in front of you. It is the reason why I say BE HUMBLE. The story of Joseph in the Bible is a perfect example of immigration too. Joseph entered as a slave in Egypt (A powerful country at the time) became Prime minister of pharaoh later. My parents always taught me to treat people with respect because YOU NEVER KNOW WHO THEY ARE or WHO THeY WILL BE. It is just a matter of time. I am a strong believer and supporter of Human Rights. All the divisions we have between Africans forbid me to talk about racism often because it will be so hypocrite. Especially knowing that there are wonderful and amazing people in other countries and races.A child of God preach unity not division and the Bible teaches us: "Or how can you say to your neighbor, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye' while the log is in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the speck out of your neighbor's eye." (Matthew 7:3-5). History teaches and will always teaches us. The World is not our little world. It is bigger than that. We don't know what the future holds so let's be wise. I am African first before being from Gabon. I believe in an united Africa and panafricanism. I think we should elevate the way we view immigration in the continent. We must change that low mentality. I say it is LOW!! In my native culture we were taught that HUMAN is Wealth! Human is a powerful resource. If one day I meet the president of my country, I will ask to change the immigration law for other Africans coming to my country. It is a shame that colonizers can have better openings than other Africans. It has to change. Africa is the Motherland. I know someday I will be working with some countries in Africa that are opened to other Africans. My hope is to visit many parts of my continent and do things there. This is my dream and my hope. 🙏 I truly believe that my continent is the future and I hope to give that Love ❤️ to my son and my future grand children. BTW I invite you to read a post I wrote years ago here in this blog that I titled "Because We are Human" My goal is to make people see immigration and immigrants in a different way even when they are illegal. It is important to see that we are all HUMANs. It breaks my heart when I see humans leaving their homes in very sad condition. It breaks my heart when I see humans walking not knowing where to go...It breaks my heart. But I also understand that government on the other side should protect their borders. You can only allow a certain number of immigrants. As for the illegals it is complicated but please do not let them die. Save them and send them back to their home country if possible (if there no wars there). Every human should be treated with Dignity.

This is for all the migrants in the world. This is for you if you are a migrant. BTW the girl in the video clip that Wyclef is saving in the refugee camp is from my country and she played a refugee in the song who is going to be deported. She is a top model in real life and an immigration activist.

Some People Need Reprogramming their Mindset

I am so tired of it! Africa seriously disappoints me often. There will never be a change until we change our mentality. The work of brain deprogramming , reprogramming and educating his people that Ibrahim Traore is doing in his country Burkina Faso, is great! We need more leaders like that in Africa. We must see how to reprogram us in Africa starting from little schools of children. It is more than important at this time! We need to be more educated in our History and how the politics work in our countries. Africa we need to be humble and learn from History. Being comfortable in ignorance will not help us at all. I had a long week and as you can see I look exhausted in my videos indeed but ignorance and stupid comments exhaust me more. That's the reason why I needed to clarify something. People who know me will never say that I am a stupid follower. I do not follow people anyhow. I follow people who THINK and do constructive critics. Yes, I always think on my own. If you do not like my position, it is one thing but I always invite for discussions. I never reject discussions. We need to teach and educate each other instead of being comfortable in the state of ignorance. As Figueira Gaston said in his poem "Pues la ignorancia esclaviza y el saber nos da el poder" (Spanish poem from Uruguay that I loved and that I learned since high school ) These words marked me so much I never forgot them Part 1

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Last

In th mean time I want to congratulate Burkina Humanitaire who recently received many school supplies for the children going to school in October. That comes from Sponsors in Switzerland straight to Burkina Faso. Good job! Pascal you never give up on your work. Thank you for the people who are still standing for the right causes and for Love. Also thank you for people who love Africa. The children of the village where Pascal is actively helping got many classrooms chairs, books, backpacks...They are so so happy you can't imagine! May God bless these sponsors form Switzerland!