More Thinking// my Thoughts and Analysis

Today i wanted to think and discuss more about what i started last time post. My question was: who is Right or Who is Wrong? Who is Strong or Who is Weak? I said in some situations especially when it comes to surviving a catastrophic situation, nobody is Right nobody is wrong. Nobody is Strong nobody is weak. When it comes to that statement :" To be or Not to Be" nobody is right and nobody is wrong. if you choose to BE then there are decisions that you will have to make especially when you come from places or countries ( that are not really countries) where rule of Law, Justice, Healthcare do not work. "Countries " where governments fail its citizens. Governments that don't care about the well being, the safety and protection of its citizens. Another example: Nobody was right and nobody was wrong to make the decision to either jump from the two tours of the World Trade Center. When 9/11 happened the people who was caught up in an emergency survival situation. If we go by the fact that give up to live as a believer is wrong then I want to say that when 9/11 happened that judgment doesn't apply at all. Therefore nobody was right nobody was wrong to choose to jump or not to do it. Nobody was weak nobody was strong. Those who decided to stay inside the building to fight for their lives to death. The one who , like the man we saw in the pictures in the air falling down the tour. No there is no judgment here to make. When the Titanic sank nobody was right or wrong and nobody was Strong or weak. Those who chose to jump to death in the cold ocean before the ship went down and the ones who waited to go down in the deep waters hanging on the ship. Some survived but many died. If you choose to BE. You have to make some decisions that you don't necessarily like and explain. how can you. BE when you live in countries that do not respect that statementbecause life means nothing. You choose to be when you think about a better future you want to give to your children. Me thinking about all that. i perfectly understand that a country should not welcome an excessive number of people from the outside. My country is a perfect example of an African country who welcomes so many for a small population. The recent statics reports that half of the population is outsiders. Yes that's only what is reported but they don't tell you those illegally in the country. we are one of the countries in the world overwhelmed by people of outside but you don't see my people taking machetes and running after them. Yes we are not happy about it but we don't run after them in the streets. Why? Because we understand that our government is the one who has a very bad immigration policy and they are failing us.

I have so much to say about that because yes, on one hand i understand that we must go back home to fix our countries. In my case for instance? my family has done the part they could. As a results, i paid too and it gave no results. I am sad for people like my Dad who gave Everything for this ungrateful fight. Most of the people who were in this political movement lost everything! I remember the times when my father would go villages after villages. Day and night he would even sleep there knowing that he had his job. He had to go back in town to get ready to fly ✈️ the days after across the continents. Why? Because he was taking his time to go teach in my native language to the people in villages their RIGHTS and why they should aspire for the change. But you know what? It didn't work. Not because all of them didn't understand but because some chose the easy way but bc others were facing resistance and threats of the power. So It didn't work. Everyday i take time to read and watch the news from my country too. i see the pain of my people. it pains me but the same people make the same wrong decisions and choices. How can i fix it when it is consciously done? when i sat down and think more about the situation of my country i understand that the people is themselves responsible. I can't fix a poor mindset. I can't fix people who intentionally choose to make the same wrong decisions and choices over and over again. When you leave the cave that Plato describes in the allegory of the cave from his book The Republic, you wonder why others have that difficult or simply refuse to make the decision to do the same thing! Please just Leave the cave! Come to the light ( the light of knowledge, enlightenment...) but some people will say :"we only know the Cave" That's when I understood how blessed I was to be born in a family where I was educated every day at family dinner time about what is right and what'is wrong for a country. Every day some courageous Africans show their faces on YouTube, Facebook and use their platform, their phones to educate to denounce what happens in our countries but the people decide to close their eyes and ears. Some don't even care they just pursue their own happiness inside or outside theur countries. Perfectly knowing the situation. So i am.asking you: Does it worth dying for a people like that? a people who intentionally choose to live in denial, victim mentality, begging...but at the same time too proud to admit when they are wrong.

What some of us are doing to speak like we do in our channels, blogs it is not safe for us either. Some cyber political activists are talking, talking and talking to awake consciousness but nothing changes@ Same bad hearts, same selfishness, same tribalism and you think I, as a person can fix it?? Some years ago after posting a thoughtful message on the Facebook wall of a political group of my country, i received threats on my personal inbox. Death threats just for speaking the truth. Threats from who? the people of the system ruling of course. I understood that we were not close to a democracy at all. I had enough of what we were going through. I think i was so naive to do it. Someone of that system sent me a death threat. I had to call my family to let them know about the situation. Years later on during the presidential campaigns I posted another thoughtful post on the situation of my country and that time I received a private call with death threats again. That person intentionally called me to scare me. He told me they have the capacity to find me wherever I was. And trust me they are usually not joking. That afternoon, I was peacefuly sitting at my place in Dallas TX minding my business when i saw a phone call with a local number when I picked it up i got a very Deep strange voice who told me they could find me and they will end my life if I didn't stop talking about what was happening back home. That day I felt like my heart would stop beating. The fear that caught me was strong but i responded to them that i wasn't afraid. After that person hanged up, I rushed downstairs to ask for help to trace where that call was coming from exactly. Guess what? it was in Texas too So imagine my fear. I didn't call my family i didn't want to worry them but i was so scared. Instead I call my political activist friend in Canada. he confessed to me that sometimes they send people. He got two surprise visits at his home as he was coming back from his classes bc he was teaching at university but he was also doing martial arts and it helped him a lot. I was living in fear for few weeks until I realized that i they were only calling me to scare me and to make me stop talking. When i talk about my friend who was teaching in Canada. He was making a good life but he was doing his best to do something to fix my country his country too but guess what? It didn't work. He was often telling me I do all that for the next generation of my country.

Still the year after I went to Amnesty international bc i wanted to report the injustice done on my people back home but again it didn't work. It took me nowhere. Also later, that same year, I went with some political activists of my country to the Capitol in Washington Dc to go meet some US representatives to talk about the people killed at the headquarter of the main opponent who won the presidential election that same month. That was for me the first time that I entered the Capitol. I never thought to be going there in my life but the desire for freedom, we went there because we tried to fix my country but again it didn't work. We attended a hearing for south Sudan and that's when I saw for the firsttime sitting there Ms. Karen Bass who told us she already heard and knew about the situation of my country but as a good Democrat we got not much from her. We later on had to organize and attend some meetings with some political people of Washington DC I just went there to listen but i can be honest to say that the Reds are better listeners than the Blues. I wasn't into them but i saw their politics were better than the 🫏 blue. All that and i precise I am.not in politics or activism i am just a citizen who has a love for her country and the desire for freedom and justice ⚖️ There is a saying back home that goes: a finger alone cannot wash the whole face You need all the fingers of your hands to do it " What it means is, Dear Africans our capacity to fix our countries will only start when we support each other in this fight. When we will understand that we fight and struggle with the same system if you have enough of this mass illegal and legal African immigration among each other then name the presidents of these countries! Tell them to come and pick up their people. Maybe they will feel embarrassed and will do something about it. All to say what? To say some of us are trying or tried to fix our countries but it is not working because the biggest wall of resistance that we in fact are facing is our own people'smindset. That conclusion came to me after a long observation and analysis. I grew up in political environment. I heard i drunk i ate politics when i was young all my life bc of my father. So Don't think that we are just hooligans running away we are also those who try to fight the way we can. Because trust me, the day those systems will close access to the world and means of international communications then we, the so called Hooligans will be the voice of and for the No voices stuck there bc we know how those systems work. We will be the voices of those silenced there in our countries. So trust me, We need everyone to make this world. We are try the best we can to fix maybe it is Not perfect yet I know some people whose family members were involved in politics and reject it with all their heart and strength. I mean for me, I have no issues with it bc i know how important it is. if I know a close one who wants to do politics I will definitely encourage him or her and supporting him only if that person is not embracing the woke agenda, the liberals, the Palestinian flag, the leftism ideology, the modern feminism, the victim mentality... As long as he or she is a real patriot, someone who defends his flag and loves his country and that is enough for me. Thank you for reading.

If you have time i want you to watch this speech. That lady put me on my feet as she was telling the truth that many have no courage to speak today. That was so interesting

I Am Back with September Discussions 2026

Hello! my dear ladies these are my discussions of this month. It's been a while I took time to make videos and yes it takes so much time honestly I can be lazy to find time to do it.I hope you will understand my point of view here. Discussion 1 Starting with presenting the main subjects of discussions

Discussion 2

Watching at these videos, really as an African, I refuse to be represented like that but unfortunately a good number decided to be living like that in Europe. To be honest I couldn't stop laughing🤣🤣😂😂 I fell on the floor laughing but at the same times this situation is painful to watch because you don't know what to think anymore.Our African governments failed us

These are the things we keep saying stop doing it. Show me the change you see!

Discussion 3

These are pictures that I discreetly took at one of the city halls of my hometown and thanks God they did not see me doing it. That was in 2023. I was speechless when I saw the condition of the documents. I was shocked as they told me to go look for it myself. I was even afraid to stay in the room for long. I went there to ask for my original birth certificate. All the people of that administrative ward who were born from the 60 to 2000"s have their birth certificates there. Not only that there also important documents and archives. Look at the way these papers from the 60's up to 2020 something are kept in. No surprise that rats and mouse are runing there and it doesn't bother the people in charge and the authorities. Now tell me how are we changing the country if the mindset and mentality are not changing? Today everything is kept in computers except in my country and wait this is nothing the National Archives of my country is worse. ( The whole history archives of a country i am talking about) are on the floor with mold and rodents and snakes coming to sleep and eat these important documents. It pains me so much because when I was in high school every afternoons I would stop by the National Archives to read documents of History etc. Now tell me do you see a change? Many African countries doing same. Where is the change? Actually it is getting worse.

No! Nobody sold you the American dream. You decided to come to live in America. Be honest! America never forced you to come to live in their country. We all grew up watching American series and movies on TV. In my case, I never thought about living there at the time even though I heard about the American Dream. It was my sister who suggested it and supported it and I did not say no because it was for me to discover this country and I do not regret. So stop blaming others and admit you wanted to live in the US.

Candace Erika kirk Part 2

So tell me my friend who is right and who is wrong? Tell me who is strong and who is weak?

Celine dion is back! I am so happy as a fan. Please let me remember in time my favorites songs that she sang. Let me take you back in time through her music. This is my wish my first next date will be in Celine Dion/s concert. He takes me there he wins my heart. Lol! I am serious!

Thank you for watching and visiting here. i hope my discussions made sense

About my country Gabon 🇬🇦

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Back to my Discussions May 2026

Hello Everyone! How your summer ☀️ is starting for you? My Mom called me yesterday as she was watching this young prodigy Moïse Kouame winning a match to go to the third level of Roland Garros 🎾 You know how historic it is because since Yannick Noah played in the 80's and early 90 it hasn't happened for France anymore. Also it makes me proud to see a young Black man like that doing great and breaking the codes and barriers. You know how we are not representing ourselves often in a good way. That is so important. I hope you are watching the French Open 🎾 This is a Summer tradition in France 🇫🇷 during summer ☀️ it starts with the Festival de Cannes, the Roland Garros, and then later on, le Tour de France 🚲 I hope you follow all that and yes by the way the world Cup of soccer ⚽️ is soon. So much 😊 happiness in the air! Happiness for us who like watching Sports! My Mom was so happy as she was shouting Good job Moïse!! yes, indeed good job Moïse. He is 17 years old only and has a bright tennis future Bravo also because France is winning. I am sad for Gael Monfils who lost in the first round. I think that was his last game of his career if I am not wrong. He thanked his parents and his wife at Roland Garros. I am missing 😢 my Summer ☀️ in France 🇫🇷 now. Can we watch again that special win of Kouame yesterday

Now without further ado, these are my discussions. The Bible says you will know the Truth and it will set you free. John 8: 32 Video 1

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Retour au Cinema Gabonais des Annees 60' et 70' 🎥

Maintenant que le Festival de Cannes est a son terme, revenons dans les souvenirs du cinema Gabonais des annees 60' et 70' 🎥

Cinephile et passionnee d'Histoire, j'avais decide de faire des videos critique des deux films que je vous partage en dessous. Il s'agit ici du film La Cage et Les tam tams se sont tus paru en 1973.

En mémoire du pere du cinema Gabonais, Philippe Mory, qui a hautement represente l'art du cinema Gabonais internationalement et meme sur les red carpet du Festival de Cannes en 1963 j;ai voulu immortaliser ces evenements a travers mes videos d'analyse structuree et profondes sur les thematiques qu'evoquent ces deux oeuvres. Philippe Mory dont le role principal dans le film La Cage de Robert Darene, nous emporte dans les profondeurs des sources Gabonaises. Jeune medecin vivait en France apres de longues années, revient sur sa terre natale au Gabon. En atterissant a Libreville la capitale coloniale de l'epoque, son plus grand desir est de revoir son amoureuse d'antan du nom d'Oyane. Pour cela, il se rend directement a l'hopital de Libreville.

Film a succes, La Cage a etait representé au Festival de Cannes en France. C'etait une premiere pour l'Afrique et pour le Gabon. La Cage etait le premier film long metrage Africain. Entre mystere et enigme, amour, histoire et tradition, je me delecte de cette oeuvre cinematographique encore et encore. La Cage restera dans les anales de l'Histoire du cinema Francais et Gabonais notamment Africain. Le Gabon est revu une fois de plus dans un des films du grand chanteur et compositeur Français du nom de Serge Gainsbourg. Accompagné de son epouse Bambou il fera le film sur la terre Gabonaise en 1983. L'Equateur! Drame policier basé sur un roman sur le naïf Timar, qui se rend au Gabon, en Afrique équatoriale française, dans les années 1950 avec le rêve de faire fortune. Il est séduit par Adèle, une propriétaire louche d'un hôtel local, à Libreville, qui l'utilise pour commettre un meurtre. Ce film sera presente au Festival de Cannes lors de l'edition 1983.

Le cinema Gabonais 🎥 continue de se faire connaitre a la prestigieuse ceremonie parce que cette edition 2026, le cinema Gabonais s'est encore illustré grace au film: Ben'Imana. Un long metrage ayant remporté le prestigieux Camera d'or. Ce film a ete realisé par Marie Clementine Dusabejambo et la productrice Samantha Biffot.

Voila un peu c'etait retour en histoire Cinema Gabonais ayant ete au Festival de Cannes. Voici mes analyses dans les videos suivantes. Les Tam tams se sont Tus et a la fin La Cage

Discussions of March 2026

Hello! la Familia ❤️ It's been a while that I have shared my thoughts in discussions since December 2025. To be honest, there are so many things happening. I am dealing with personal life. ( good and bad news from home) I also watch the news ... between the war on Iran, decision making, leaders meeting and I mean there is a lot to say. Just know that my position is to be on the side of the people. This is so important to me. The people for me should have the last word. To be honest, I have a lot to say about what happens. what is the international opinion about the US' strike on Iran? I know the world is divided on this matter. To me no one is exactly right and no one is exactly wrong and this is how difficult it is to make such decisions. Being a leader it is not easy and the international opinion assumes things based also on how the media weighs on the situation. So much information coming here and there how to know what is true or false. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🇮🇷🙏🙏🙏🇮🇷🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 I have in my mind two quotes on that matter and these quotes make me be on the side of the Iranian people 🇮🇷 no matter what. I am watching different media outlet and podcasters I can only say there is a lot to process. 🇮🇷 🇮🇷 As for my country, i watch and read the news and i can say for sure that it is in a serious chaos in every aspect of the word. My country is like a human who is in intensive care in a coma state. It is unfortunate that many refuse to see the obvious. Am I surprised? No! The last eventin 2023 gave me a lot of interrogation. I didn't believe in what was served to the people. When you know how to analyze and discerning the news, you understand that nothing good is happening. I am afraid we are back to the dictatorship we tried so hard to end... There is no peace without justice I have videos about my thoughts about Central Africa the complex mentality of the people with their "leaders" It comes from many years of observation and discussions with people who are in politics and activism. It comes from my own analysis as well and personal experience. It is sad to say that we are far from a change. This is my conclusion. Since the colonial power left,Africa has difficulties taking care of the things. I can compare it to a childish mindset. We always beg and ask for help from the West etc. It is sad to say but it is the TRUTH. We are far from a change it will take more time. Africa is not ready for a change. the continent is still dealing with a chaotic leadership. I am shocked to read many comments of African people concerning what is happening in Iran. I am denouncing this Hypocrisy! it really upsets me... See you in the next discussions. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ I hope to share my view this week or the next one but for now let me share a more positive note about our organization. We want to thank 🙏the people and sponsors who believe in supporting the work the organization is doing in giving clear water 💧 for the population in villages. Water is source of life. I already talked about the organization in my other posts. The good news? There are more water pumps in other villages since this new year.

I am glad things are still moving forward. I am glad to be a part of it. Now without further ado these are my last discussions on my channel. Of course you don't have to agree with me...

I don't know if what i say makes sense but it is my opinion. Thank you for watching. I see you soon for more discussions. I close this post with my shorts as usual. A way to say that I try my best to live a simple life away from all this drama of the news on TV. Live is life

Enjoying my 40's

I don't know but I agree more and more with women who say that we, women in the 40's is our best time. That's why it amuses me when I see some videos of people who say that women are expired in their 40's and 50's especially when this comment come from men. It amuses me so much because it is the exact opposite. Compared to them, women feel more positive and self confident. And the surprising part is when you see younger guys who are looking to date women of the 40's and 50's 😅 I mean, you don't know how many times I have met some who want to date you and ask you out. You say no because you don't feel comfortable "yet " to go out with a very younger guy. Some women do , others don't. It just depends on how you feel but never say never. It may happen somedays. Who knows? We never know.😅🤷 Life is full of surprises. So recently, there was a trend on Instagram and TikTok where women in the French world responded in videos and pictures 📸 to a girl who was in her 20's and who said that we were the "has been", that we were grandmothers and good to go to retirement homecare. She also said that we are forcing our place into a place that is not ours. T I mean... like really?? The trend was so good! I am telling you all the beautiful ladies who nicely responded to her with hot 🔥 pictures i was like wow! I mean the 50's, the 40's and late 30's are the hottest women ever. I mean it and i say it! so no comment. Just go and see for yourself.

🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺 Eventhough i went through difficult😩 times when i made my choices but being Single today and in my 40's is definitely the best time of my life. I don't say that everything is perfect because I start all over again and it is not easy at all trust me but i am happy. I mean really all over since my divorce but I feel so better i feel myself and at peace.

I don't say that everything is perfect for me now but I feel better. I am living the best time of my age. It is precious time I don't understand some men who want to bodyshame women when the truth is in fact, most men are no longer interesting and attractive at all in their 40's and 50's. I mean go see by yourself. Sometimes we try not to be too honest with you guys but...the facts are real. You don't look that good anymore when you reach those ages and we are really nice to you. We don'tell you. Of course there are exceptions but the majority is what it is. Yes, Things are falling apart from you. The bodies are going through many changes too... no comment. Many women say so that's why they decide to live single for the most part. So please give Grace to women and shut up. Thank you. To me, I still believe that love is a beautiful thing therefore it is important to choose the right partner. By the way February is the month of Love so i wish to all the couples out there Happy Valentines 💝 I wish you to spend a good time Valentines should be celebrated everyday... I also had a post on valentines in my blog you can check it out too. Anyway back to my post, I just wanted to say that I am enjoying my 40's era and more in my feminine energy. Feminity is a blessing. I don't feel expired at all I feel like it is a new beginning. This is me unapologetically. I no longer care what people think about me. There is a time for everything. Last year i was sad, This year I feel better and happy no matter what i am going through. So let me be! I don't live to please people or a man anymore. I passed that age a long time ago now and it is the best feeling ever. Pleasing people or a man is a waste of time I can tell you that. You will never be perfect or enough. Men are not good and nice for the most part. They are just users. Therefore, I realized that I should live for myself now. I am in ❤️ love with myself. This is my blog so if you don't like what I think, what I share, I will gladly ask you to close the link now and go to another blog. Mine is not what you need.Thank you.I talk and share about everything I like. I have never forced you to come to my blog and agree with everything I say and do. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🌺🌺🌺🌺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🦋🦋🦋🦋

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Happy Valentines to all the lovers. That was the song that I like that I shared last year for my post on Valentines 💝 two African artists singing Lovinjintis. This is how we love in Africa. For true lovers. Enjoy!

My Cooking Time Post// 4

This post is number 4th about me cooking. As promised I am doing it here again. I have already shared here my passion for cooking before you can go check my previous posts ( 1 , 2 and 3) I hope you will like this one as well. This is the time when i mostly watch and listen to my podcasts. Watching independent journalists like Candace Owens, Megyn Kelly and many others. My relaxing time of thinking as well I cook while listening to news from my country, other African countries, politics in the world 🌎. Societal challenges etc. Entrepreneurs' success stories all of this when I have time and when I am cooking. That's why I don't like noise but my time only.

A meal from my country 🇬🇦 of course 😋

pineapple cake

other ones from my country

🇬🇦❤️ my country

What we do back home especially when one is not feeling well we make a fish broth

I also like making dessert whenever I can

ok! that was me cooking and I hope you pretty have an idea of what I like to do and also discover about some of the meals of my country. I talked more about that in my last book that I published on Amazon Destination Libreville 🇬🇦❤️