Carnet de Voyage is simply a description of the "Voyage" of my life: Where I am from, where I have been where I want to go. It's also a description of what I like to do, my favorite music. Simplement un "voyage de la Vie.
Another Carnet de Voyage article on life.This is a post where I share my own quotes. These quotes are from my personal experience and what I learned from people in term of how they behaved toward me etc. I hope they will inspire some of you today.
Aujourd'hui je vous partage quelque chose d'interessant! C'est Otiti Design Crochet 😃 Good job to 💪Renee-Vanessa who is making those pouches in crochet! Handmade work! You know I love crochet! Bravo a Renee-Vanessa du cote de la France qui nous partage ces merveilles! Je vous fais connaitre le travail de cette demoiselle en images! Decouvrez son blog ici: http://otitirenee.blogspot.com/ Vous pouvez trouver ces pochettes tapez juste sur etsy.fr Otiti Design Vous les mettez a vos cou, vous pouvez y glisser vos telephones portables, cles, pieces ou monnaie, des petits jeux electroniques, MP3 player pour ecouter de la musique etc. Elle livre a travers le monde et en ce moment elle fait des tailles plus grandes et adaptees a d'autres utilites. Il y en a de differentes couleurs et decors. Vous pouvez aussi aller tout simplement sur sa page Facebook tapez Otiti Design Crochet. Vous pouvez aussi en passant sur Facebook aller sur la page Carnet de Voyage!! Labas c'est un voyage en couleurs et videos a travers le monde! Nous partageons de tout. Si vous avez des photos de voyage a partager et faire decouvrir aux lecteurs faites le! Vous serez la bienvenue. Merci!
Hi! Everyone
(Vous pouvez traduire en Francais dans ce blog ou alors allez a www.patacolorcarnet.weebly.com . Les videos en dessous sont aussi en Francais. Merci👇💟)
Recently I talked to a close friend of mine about my thought and my decision of ending my posts here in blogspot.com. My friend who I really want to thank told me that I should not do it because writing is my passion and my way of expression. (Thank you, dear friend. You know who you are since you read me sometimes...) Writing comes so naturally to me even if I have to read later again to correct misspelt words or mistakes. Writing has always been a part of me since my young age so...I should not stop doing it that is true. I also realize that writing in my blog is my therapy. I express my view, my anger, my opinion, my happiness and my thoughts through it. I always told to people that I was raised in a very strict environment where I could not express my feeling freely as a result, writing was my only mean of expression. Talking about therapy, I recently got out of the hospital after a major surgery. That is actually the first time that I have such medical procedure. As I am talking now I am recovering little by little. I live with physical excruciating pain every day I cannot move my body the way I want or used to and that is very difficult and it sometimes emotionally breaks me down😒. I hate taking medication but I have to take daily pain medication I just hope not to be addicted to it.
It makes me sad...sometimes you cry...sometimes you smile and you keep living and that is more important because there are people who deal with a more difficult medical condition. There is no reason to complain and to be selfish. From this experience, I understand what having good health means and I really want to work on eating better and healthier than before. I will never take good health for granted anymore. The decision of going trough the knife or surgery was because my condition was really bad. I knew it a long time ago... but because of my fear and lack of knowledge of certain things I postponed and avoid going to see the doctors for it. In 2015 when I went to France for my Summer vacations, my family and doctors told me their concern about my condition and that I would not make it longer if they do not remove what was causing the excess bleeding in my body. 😧Anyway! It's done now! About anemia, I am on my way of recovering from it I believe. They also removed some fibroids. OMG! I can't tell how many of them they found it just embarrasses me to talk about! yak! horrible! I still had a low level of blood before surgery but it was enough to go through it. Now I can work on it peacefully
Me at the hospital/ www.patacolorcarnet.weebly.com
I just need a good and regular intake of iron as usual and other vitamins. My stay at the hospital was difficult the second day. I don't have the strength to talk about it yet maybe with time but it was...difficult. Just thinking about it give goosebumps I don't want to think about it for now. At the hospital the second day, I could not sleep my body was in deep discomfort inside. I stayed there longer than expected. I started walking early because I wanted to get back home soon but at some points I got weaker and weaker. Well, it was...a horrible experience😌. I am ok now. I just hope to be back on my feet, I try to do my best but as you know after such intervention you cannot move your body or walk anyhow. Something that I start learning is to overcome your fear. My fear was also caused by the fact that I didn't want to have anesthesia induced in my body. I didn't want needles either. I have such a fear of needles but let me tell you that I don't even count the number of time since September 2016 I have to get blood taken and also injections...lol!!! That is what happens when you avoid doing something you think you can deal with it your way or that you can manage the situation but you don't realize that you are making it even worse lol!!! Han han don't do like me people!😜It's not good!
When they inserted a catheter...I hate catheter!
Really I want to thank all the people who are working in the medical field such as the medical team who took care of me, also people like my mother and many other. I saw my mom working with love and compassion for her patients even when she was on the days off. I wish I could have been a nurse but...I realized it was not my call at all. I have compassion and love for people but in a different way I guess. The medical team did a good job. The reason of my fear of anesthesia was also due to the fact that I have a bad memory of the death of one of my favorite artists. He died with a liquid of anesthesia induced in his body when he was at his home. He never woke up...According to the media he regularly slept with this propofol thing so you could understand my concern when I explained it to the Dr. anesthesiologist he told me in his case nobody monitored his slept with it but in my case, a team would be around me and watch everything which they did and it was a success. Thank you to the team!
Before going to the hospital you have to be ready and have things with you even if they will get you some other items... I got my bag ready the day before. My heart was beating like...you know the unknown and I am so glad I went through it. Once there try to keep yourself clean not doing too much because you don't want to hurt your body
gel douche, facial gel, toothbrush, pads, bandage, a loofa...and a magazine of course! In case you get bored
Back home do the same try to stay clean. Something else that I must work on is how I will be eating. My diet must be revised I guess lol! so far I try to eat light but rich. I will eat better later. I have to keep taking my iron. Something else that I start doing is to make my own juice with vegetables and fruits
Orange sweet potatoes soup with some spices, organic Greek yogurt, avocado, cheese, fruits...
One thing is sure I will say bye to anemia in a few years from now. No more fibroids thanks! Lord Jesus! 😄Ok! My life can go on. Alright guys! now you know I am back and writing in my blog again. It will definitely be a therapy, especially in this difficult time. I love writing. I can't believe I decided to stop everything. Writing is a part of me. It shows that maybe I was really depressed about what would happen to me. It is not easy...I will try writing as much as I can but it won't be easy... Be blessed and I hope to see you soon. I send you love 💓🙋bye!!
(videos in French and English) you can also visit my other page: www.patacolorcarnet.weebly.com
Videos en Francais:
L'anemie. Il ya quelques mois avant mon operation j'avais explique mon experience de l'anemie
Les mois qui ont suivi enfin
In English (I hope you can understand what I say) by the way the idea of my mom which is drinking lemon juice mixed in a glass of warm water helped me so much at the hospital. Thank you mommy!!
And in French (wow! I have to do it in both languages /hululu!!!) En Francais
These are my two other friends who are keeping me company and giving comfort. Little Blue and Sister. They are both so sweet😇😋😜
(J'aurai la version en Francais en dessous merci!)
Happy New year to you guys! All my best wishes for this year. I just wanted to write a short post which will maybe be the last post of my blog😢. I don't think I will keep writing in this blog. I had the best moments of my little writing skill in this blog through the years (From 2012 to 2016). I had fun and I enjoyed what I did. I even like reading my other posts that I wrote. However, I have to focus on more personal things, obligation and project. I hope you felt entertained with my Carnet de Voyage. I will be writing in my other page some times at www.patacolorcarnet.weebly.com
How was 2016? Well, I have to say everything was not 100% perfect but that's all about life. We learn from the good and bad moment. We learn from our successful experiences and failures. I dealt with medical issues and I am not done yet. I still have to undergo another medical procedure and recover for month. This is really not good and I tried many times to understand why but you know what? I will learn from that because sometimes there is no explanation. As long as I am alive I can still do good things! Always be thankful to God.
My last fun moment of the year was my trip to Los Angeles in California. I had really good times there and I even wrote a post about it. I cannot stop my passion for writing even though I still make little mistakes (lol!😏 ) This blog means a lot to me it can sound stupid...I don't know but this is a real part of my life here ha! ha! ha! Not completely but some parts. It is almost like a book. I shared all my thoughts on social issues, human rights, animal protection, Arts, entertainment, international events, some history...I mean all my passion but I have to move on.
So Happy new year 2017!😇 I wish you to have the best year ever with happiness, success, good health, love. Marriage with children for the single people😜. I also wish you to accomplish projects and prosperity in every aspect of your lives. I might have to post something like some announcements in this blog when I can. I will definitely do that other then that No! because I decided to close the book of My Carnet de Voyage in this blog. That is the last chapter. My Carnet de voyage will have to take another direction. I will let you know with times by the time I hope to improve certain skills. You can still come to read the previous posts if you want. It is open to everybody! yay!
Thank you! Many hugs and Love from me!
Bonne Heureuse annee 2017!😅 Je voulais juste faire ce court article pour vous souhaiter a tous mes meilleurs voeux et aussi annoncer la fin de Mon Carnet de Voyage dans ce blog😢. Ca a ete une superbe experience au fil des annees( et cela depuis je pense 2012 a 2016) J'ai eu beaucoup de joie a partager des choses de mon quotidien et partager mes impressions sur des sujets de la vie, les evenements internationaux, les problemes sociaux comme la xenophobie etc. J'ai aussi ecrit sur les sujets les droits humains tels que les droits des femmes, la protection des animaux, mes impressions sur le changement climatique. Voila c'est tout ca ma passion! Dorenavant je ne posterai que des annonces et j'ecrirai plus dans mon autre page a www.patacolorcarnet.weebly.com j'ai aussi une chaine youtube a Posh Girl que vous pouvez visiter parfois de temps a autres si vous voulez. J'aurai bientot une chaine juste pour mes VLOG pour vous faire decouvrir ce pays avec ses villes.
Que dire de l'annee 2016? Et bien j'ai eu de bons comme des moments difficiles et cela dans tous les aspects de ma vie mais c'est ca la vie. On apprend de toutes ces choses c'est a dire mes succes et mes echecs. J'ai aussi eu une annee mouvementee en terme de condition medicale que je n'ai toujours pas fini de resoudre. Toutefois je me dis en toutes choses etre reconnaissante pour la vie et continuer la marche de celle ci. Ne plus regarder inutilement en arriere car les annees passent vite et il faut donc que je m'occupe de choses personnelles et de mes projets etc. En effet, ce serait une perte de temps que de ruminer ou cogiter sur le passe😐. Ce qui est fait est fait voila tout! Aussi 2016 a ete marquee par les evenements post electoraux dans mon pays le Gabon. Quelque chose dont je ne comprends toujours pas la raison de tant de crimes😠. Il semble que le droit d'exprimer son vote est devenu un peche dans mon pays. De centaines de gens sont morts et je n'ai pas de mots pour decrire de tels agissements. en un mot ca fait peur de savoir qui est qui et qui fait quoi? Nous sommes au 21 siècle et toujours de telles choses se produisent comme ca en Afrique. Cest une honte totale. La nouvelle generation ne veut plus de tels individus on en a serieusement marre!!! Mon pauvre pays a litteralement un serieux fil a retordre. C'est une desolation totale mais que faire? Que dire? Si je dois ecrire sur mon pays j'aurai de longues lignes ou du moins tout un livre. Mais comme le droit d'expression libre n'est pas reel dans mon pays (Compte tenu des recents evenements. L'injustice? Parlez m'en!) Je m'abstiens par consequent de faire tout commentaire. Ceci dit ainsi va la vie! (Je profite par la meme occasion de dire toutes mes condoleances a mes compatriotes qui ont perdu des proches de facon aussi tragique.)
Desormais mon Carnet de Voyage prendra toute une autre direction et cela je vous le ferai savoir avec le temps mais pour le moment vous pouvez lire mes anciens articles. J'espere qu'ils vous plairont. Aux autres, Merci d'avoir ete fideles j'espere que mes anciens articles vous ont fait du bien je vous fais plein de bisous😚. Voila! Voila! Alors je vous souhaite a tous une bonne heureuse annee 2017 avec des voeux de Paix, sante, prosperite, succes, ensuite marriage et enfants pour les celibataires. Je vous souhaite aussi de realiser vos projets.
Je vous retrouve a ma page dans weebly.com 😏que je compte ameliorer avec le temps et je vous dis...a bientot?? Oui a bientot! Merci de venir lire ce blog. A plus!
